End of 4th month of antiretroviral Rx for X infection

We continue to improve. Still underwater, but just under the surface. I don’t want to turn this into a Twitter type report, but do want to respond publicly to the many inquiries and good wishes I have received. I especially don’t want to talk about specific symptoms, though many people have asked for that kind of detail. I’m looking at rating scales as a way to report. But increasingly, as I learn from the science, my characterization of the disease becomes simpler and simpler. To a large extent it boils down to symptoms of inflammation and vasospastic events, as well as symptoms of neurodegeneration for a subset with more advanced disease. There are many questions, but thinking about it in those terms works for me. Within that framework we are better, but I can’t quantify it. Best to look at function.

The Karnofsky performance scale (link) is the most basic of the rating scales commonly used for CFS. We were both about 40% a year ago and had gained maybe 10 KPS points by the time we started antiretrovirals. We have gained about 20 KPS points since then. So 70%. 10 more points to function. 20 for my daughter, because at her age it takes more to get a life. I just want to be able to sit in a chair all day and see patients:).

The reduction in malaise has been obvious to me and definite for her as well, though she didn’t have it all the time as I did. The energy deficit seems a bit better, but not enough for a normal life as yet. Push/crash is still there, but the crash is less severe and less long lasting. The worst downhill excursions are less often and much less severe than before, but not gone. We are both flirting with exercise, but there is some payback. Still it was impossible before. So what was impossible, isn’t. Still a ways to go, but seems pretty amazing to me considering how grim things were a year ago when we quit Lyme treatment.

My daughter continues to be able to go out socially, but not every day. She has been talking about taking a few courses at community college in the fall. I continue to be able to drive, go to town and do errands. Four months ago, a trip to the grocery store once a week was a herculean effort. Running to town is now no big deal most days. Four months ago, I needed a laptop to write from the sofa. Now I sit at the desk most of the time or use my iPad outside. I enjoy going to an internet cafe and having a latte (I’m a coffee lover), whereas before there was no energy for anything inessential. I didn’t drive for four years and a year ago my husband was my caregiver. I drove for the first time about six months ago.

I know of another dozen or so people who have started antiretrovirals, one or two drugs. A few stopped after days, because of intensification of their symptoms. The others are a little better or definitely not worse. And more are starting. I know of no one that feels they’ve been harmed.

Week 16 of treating XMRV. WPI study confirmed!

“The FDA and NIH have independently confirmed the XMRV findings as published in Science, October last.” mmdnewswire

Celebrating today’s press release from the Netherlands, I would like to report that I am quite sure that the antiretroviral drugs are having a beneficial effect. My daughter and I are a little under and over fifteen weeks of treatment respectively. She started tenofovir as a third drug six weeks ago and I started it two weeks after she did.

We are on a definite uphill trajectory, she more clearly than I. She has been more and more functional and much less miserable for a month. She has gone out for fun socially four of the last five days. Much more time upright. She is planning her life. In the last three weeks, she had one three day dip with a sore throat (not a usual symptom for her). Otherwise lots of pretty good time. I would like to say that she is very balanced about all of this. She is an extremely informed, sophisticated patient. After what she’s been through at the hands of the medical profession, she is pretty much of a skeptic. She is quite sure this real.

I also am better in many ways. I have, however, had mild progression of neurological disease (new sensory radiculopathy which is a recurrent problem). For me, each of the drugs flared my neurological symptoms and then things settled after a couple of weeks. I remain almost free of malaise, a miracle to me after fifteen years of living with it. Reduced symptoms related to vasospasm. In the last week my sleep has normalized. Very big.

For the record, I would like to state publicly that I am not prescribing for myself or my daughter.

Not science. Clinical medicine. There are other factors beyond the antiretrovirals for both of us, though not enough to explain what we are experiencing, in my opinion as a doctor, patient and mother. We are being treated for XMRV. And the paradigm shift that came with finally knowing what is wrong with us has helped in many ways, including choice of pharmaceuticals. No controlled study here. But lots of clinical improvement.

Open letter to ILADS from a former member

Addendum April 4, 2012. I wrote this post when I was coming to terms with my own mistakes. I’m not proud of the writing now, kind of a rant, though I still agree with it in substance. If you’ve reached this page as part of a search for ILADS, please also read yesterday’s post, Integrity, which discusses a new paper that addresses the persistence of Borrelia burgdoreri in Rhesus Macaques, despite long term antibiotics. The clinical implications of this paper support my conclusions. Shortly after I wrote this open letter, I was reassured by the president of ILADS that their guidelines were about to be revised. However, the same guidelines from 2004 are still on their website today. Their approach is dangerous and unsupportable.

The following article was recently published by two of your members, one a physician whose name appears on the ILADS Lyme treatment guidelines list of authors. The pot calling the kettle black!

http://www.peh-med.com/content/5/1/9/abstract

The IDSA has recently reviewed their document because of legal action brought by Attorney General Blumenthal of Connecticut. Their review committee decided to leave their guidelines unchanged. ILADS refuses to even consider that anything their guidelines say might be misleading to physicians untrained in treating infectious diseases or patients without access to adequate medical care.

IDSA:  Lyme Disease 2006 Guidelines

ILADS:  Guidelines for the management of Lyme disease

In my opinion, both of these documents are ridiculous. Patients are trapped in the middle, collateral damage in a war that is all about politics, self-interest, money, insurance companies, medical licenses. One side says not to treat, other than an irresponsible recommendation for inadequate prophylaxis. The other treat ad infinitum, even if you’re not sure what you’re treating and the patient seems worse. Nothing here about the medical reality of treating a real disease. Seems pretty obvious that the truth is somewhere in the middle.

The ILADS treatment guidelines are a failure in my opinion. They need to be revised to stop harming patients. All these antibiotics you have been fighting so hard for are not the answer. This has been my opinion for a long time and I have written many times to the group before quitting ILADS recently, but was largely ignored. There is a groupthink that has occurred which does not allow a threat to the status quo in my opinion. Because of my blog, I am receiving many, many letters from people who have failed treatment or are failing treatment for TBDs. These letters are only confirming my original conclusions. It is completely heartbreaking to see how seriously people, whole families, have been harmed, physically, emotionally, financially by an incorrect construct. It is a complete and utter disaster. People on both sides of the Atlantic are trying to treat themselves and their children without guidance according to a completely unsupported document filled with dangerous misinformation. It is incumbent upon the organization, which calls itself a medical society, not a political organization or a support group, to reconsider its recommendations. Past time.When I was in private practice, I justified my lack of supporting data for what I was doing by observing clinical results. I expected to see a clinical response in a reasonable amount of time. Also the therapies I was offering were relatively innocuous. I fully believed that with informed consent, it was a decision reached between patient and doctor to depart from conventional treatment. But this is not the same thing. Antibiotics are not jelly beans. They are being handed out to this patient group in a completely indiscriminate manner often to the detriment of those taking them. Even the lucky ones who get a partial remission generally relapse after a while. And at that point escalating antibiotics does not seem effective for most. Also the patients who consider their treatment successful are often not really so healthy if you inquire more deeply. And that goes for a lot of the treating doctors too, not just patients and advocates. Why are there so many sick doctors in the group if the ILADS guidelines work so well?The reason that this has happened is that for many, antibiotics work. This group generally respond in a pretty straight forward manner when first treated. For another group, antibiotics do move the illness, but are at best a bandaid, especially if they need to be continued long term. Not that bandaids aren’t useful sometimes. But judgement seems to have been lost in the treating physician group. That’s the biggest problem as I see it. Kill, kill, kill, something. It hasn’t worked. Will never work. Patients should save their money and go to the beach. They’d do better.The disease is a relapsing remitting process all on it’s own. If you give absolutely no pharmaceutical treatment, just lots of good food, fresh air, reduced stress, supportive therapies, many get better. Incompletely, but I got better results with biofeedback and oxygen therapy than I am seeing in the antibiotic group now. I am not in practice, but fate seems to be providing me with a “clinic without walls” of a sort and my message today is that these patients have been worse than neglected. They have been completely screwed by their doctors, conventional, LLMDs, alternative. It is truly pathetic!I appreciate fully how difficult it is to do clinical research in private practice. And that practicing medicine by adhering to any protocol is unrealistic. But in this case, I think it is incumbent upon the physicians choosing to depart from conventional wisdom to come up with some evidence. It’s been years. Not enough to say it works when so many patients are still sick. And it seems pretty clear at this point that it has little or nothing to do with finding the correct antibiotic protocol. Each doc is out there trying something a little different, and ALL have failed with a growing subset of patients. The more aggressive LLMDs have done the most damage. And they’re not even interested in follow-up in my experience. Time for patients to move on.I have never said that I didn’t believe that some people with missed Lyme Disease respond to longer treatment than a month of Rocephin. However, I do not believe that clinical judgment is worthless to tell who will benefit from longer term treatment and who will not. There is an idea in the treating physician group that if you keep pounding away at it, a large number of people will get better because of years of treatment. There is not a shred of evidence to support this idea. Complete myth. It is just as likely or more likely that those patients who did improve did so slowly on their own, despite their treatment. Also, this improvement rarely means a return to former health and function. It is much less clear cut than that.

I have no problem with a few months trial of antibiotics for a patient who has been chronically ill and undiagnosed for years who has positive Bb serology or some other evidence for an active TBD. If there is a clear clinical response, then treatment for that person must be individualized. Probably that patient should be maintained on some regimen if they relapse and respond a second time, because it is harder to regain control after each relapse. By the way, in six or seven years of reading the ILADS elist, I have only seen this mentioned once, with respect to analysis of a small number of one pediatrician’s patients. This piece of information might have saved the quality of my daughter’s life, when her antibiotics were stopped the third time, had I known this before a couple of years ago.

Hurting some of your patients because you think you are helping the others is unacceptable. Even if most are really being helped, which is not at all clear. And I think it is not anywhere near most over the long haul. The treating physicians are looking at too small a window of time. Where are all these patients who needed years of antibiotics in order to recover and are now all better? It looks to me like part of the problem is that at one point, Lyme treatment worked better than it seems to now. Maybe those patients are mostly treated by now.Undoubtedly, there has been more XMRV involvement over time. With a few exceptions, everyone I know about is still sick, including most of the sick doctors. And the recovered people I know still have sick family members, especially young people. Preselected group for treatment failure, but if the ILADS approach worked so well, wouldn’t the sick doctors who are members of the group be better? In fact, everyone I know who underwent years of shotgun treatment is sicker than they were five years ago, including people treated by almost every well known LLMD. So how am I supposed to know it works so well? Because of all the pooh-poohing of the mainstream opinion that long term antibiotics do not generally improve the long term outcome? Show me some data. It’s way past time. That’s the elephant in the room.A recent paper by ILADS physicians Stricker and Green, co-authored by an NP and two attorneys, strangely, argues that long term antibiotics and indwelling central lines don’t kill people, so it’s OK to do it. A couple of hundred people were treated for a long time and complications tracked. But no efficacy data was revealed. I wonder why? Bet the statistician had a few problems. With the exception of Brian Fallon’s work, nobody has published anything of significance that I can recall in a decade! I’m sure I’m forgetting something, but precious little. What literature does the term LLMD refer to?Then there’s the money… Holding a life preserver just out of reach to a drowning person while charging them $250-$600 per hour uncovered by insurance is a rather questionable practice for a service you are representing as life saving with no proof. There are very few ILADS physicians who take insurance. Most of the drugs, once you resort to IVs, which can cost thousands per week, are not covered. Patients can’t afford to keep coming back and paying to tell doctors what happened to them. Not that most are interested in follow-up anyway in my experience. Also, almost none of these physicians are available to their patients in anyway when they are really in trouble medically. Maybe that’s worse than no help.The politics and medicine of all of this have clearly been affected by a small number of evil, self-serving IDSA doctors who continue to spout their nonsense. And doctors have a hard time accepting what they don’t understand and a bad habit for blaming the patient when things don’t go well. ILADS should be the side of the good guys. The patients are trapped in the middle and more than a few are being damaged by friendly fire. When you don’t know, it’s a good idea to tell a patient, “I don’t know”. Not there’s a good chance I can cure you. That’s what patients think they are being told when they embark on years of potentially life threatening treatment. Completely misleading.

Again, I am not against the use of antibiotics if they work. My concern is that there are lots of antibiotics being prescribed long term based on faith rather than clinical response. It’s not trying them that is the problem for the most part, though personally I was immediately harmed by antibiotics, but that’s rare. The problem is continuing them out of desperation. Also over time, it appears that most relapse anyway, so that needs to be factored into the equation. You can’t maintain patients on multiple IV drugs indefinitely. And when they come off, the drugs have no doubt done lots of damage in terms of floral disturbance, colonization with resistant organisms, GI damage, etc. Sometimes drug toxicity causes direct damage. I know people who have been permanently damages by quinolones and aminoglycosides that didn’t help their situations. Very poor cost benefit ratio in my opinion. But of course patients should be able to decide for themselves. That decision should be based on something more than impressions. There is not really even a coherent rationale to the guidelines as they now stand in my opinion.

I was disabled for a year with my first big time crash. I recovered enough to have a private practice for most of a decade with no treatment at all except for ARB’s, neurofeedback and bioidentical hormones. If I’d been blasted with antibiotics then, I might not have gotten those good years. Perhaps if nothing had changed in my environment I wouldn’t have recovered at all. Many have found improvement with avoidance of triggers.Without any long term follow-up, it is impossible to say what is the best way to go with antibiotics for any person at any given time. But I believe that the current ILADS guidelines, as they are being put forth and used, are hurting as many people as they are helping. One advocate wrote to me that it was necessary to sacrifice the few for the many. I don’t think it’s so few, but even if many more are helped than harmed, I don’t believe that anyone needs to be sacrificed. It’s the paradigm that needs to change so that the doctors are thinking about the correct disease process.

Response to Chicago Tribune article of yesterday

I would like to respond to the cautions that ended yesterday’s Chicago Tribune article by Trine Tsouderos. http://www.chicagotribune.com/health/ct-met-chronic-fatigue–20100607,0,6405426,full.story

There are dozens of antiretroviral drugs that have been brought to market for HIV. Unfortunately, only three have been shown to inhibit XMRV in vitro. The risk of taking these drugs is not that great over the short term. The only real potential dangers from the drugs are picked up with simple safety labs. Muscle wasting can occur from AZT, but it takes YEARS to develop. I know of patients who have been on AZT for 15 years who are fine. The doses of AZT used in the early days of AIDS were much higher than what is used now, leading to the scary side effect profile, but the reality is that our current regimen is quite easy to take. In my opinion the magnitude of the risk, with minimal monitoring labs, is small. It sounds to me like Dr. Sax, quoted in the article, is trying to frighten people from getting the help they need to get himself off the hook. His AIDS patients have a much better quality of life than CFS patients do. Has he ever treated even one CFS patient? I bet not. What he said is inaccurate fear mongering. He says it’s worth it with HIV because without treatment there is a horrible death. With CFS there is a horrible life. There is no playing it safe for us. This is a calculated risk, a small one at that, considering the certain alternative. If the drugs cause a significant problem, stop them. I really don’t understand the overabundance of caution. This patient group is routinely prescribed all kinds of dangerous drugs that don’t even attempt to address the cause of the illness, only aiming for symptomatic relief. I can’t tell you how many patients I have heard from who have been injured by their psychiatric medications. My daughter has had NO SIDE EFFECTS from antiretrovirals after three months. I had initial symptom flares with each drug that settled after a week or two. We are doing regular safety labs, more often than is routinely done to monitor AIDS patients, and we are just fine.

Easy for a doctor who doesn’t have a sick daughter to say this isn’t the way to proceed. If he did, he would probably be finding a friend of his to prescribe for her, not telling her she should wait for double blind placebo controlled studies and clinical trials that will take years. Every day is intolerable. There is already vast experience with the drugs. You can grow a healthy baby on AZT. Tenofovir is being studied by the CDC for prophylaxis in healthy individuals at high risk for HIV (cdc link). How toxic could it be? We are currently being monitored for problems and there are none. All drugs have potential side effects. So what? Suicide is a leading cause of death in the CFS patient group. What if the drugs work? They work for HIV, the closest human model we have.

No matter, the patients will find out the truth. All the ID docs who have refused to consider an infectious etiology for CFS will be shown to have been wrong. They have consistently refused to care for these patients, even though a viral etiology should have been obvious from the epidemiology. The CDC failed in its primary mandate. There has been a retrovirus loose in the general population for over forty years and the technology has been there to find it for a couple of decades. It is a multigenerational infectious disease that is contaminating the blood supply. New incurable XMRV infections are occurring every day while scientists and doctors play it safe. It may be much easier to develop a vaccine for this one than it has been for HIV, but that work hasn’t even begun, five years after XMRV was discovered. It is a miracle that safe drugs already exist. In my opinion, it’s crazy not to try them.

For fun, letʼs look at Kochʼs postulates with respect to XMRV and CFS.

  1. Isolate the organism from every case. The WPI has verified XMRV in 99 of 101 of the original samples from the Science paper.
  2. Propagate in pure culture in vitro. Done.
  3. Reproduce disease by injecting the organism into a suitable recipient. Accomplished in tissue culture. Also lots of epidemiological evidence for vertical transmission.
  4. Re-isolate the organism. Accomplished in tissue culture.

I don’t think that the outcome depends on finding the cause of CFS or autism. The prostate cancer research and the fact that the blood supply is contaminated will carry it forward. The in vitro testing was done for prostate cancer patients. If the drugs work, it will be patient driven. Causation may be proven clinically before the science happens. The WPI’s study hasn’t even been replicated yet!

As I have said, I don’t think the drugs we are taking are particularly dangerous. Patients all over the world are taking much more dangerous drugs that are just bandaids. The evolving treatment regimen involving the three drugs identified in the Singh paper is the first thing that ever presented itself to me that might actually arrest the disease process at its foundation. A bottom up, rather than a top down approach. Unfortunately, it’s not going to be a slam dunk. We need specific drugs. But it’s a miracle to me that there are three safe drugs already on the market that work in vitro. It is stunning to me that the government isn’t funding clinical trials nine months after the Science paper was published. In the meantime a whole new crop of sick people will continue to do the same things that don’t work or even harm. And the band played on…

In hindsight, it was obviously an infectious disease all along. It should have been apparent from the epidemiology. It will be a phenomenal teacher of the pathophysiology of human disease. It will illuminate genomics and evolutionary theory.

I see many commonalities between CFS and ASD. Autistic children have the IBS, food and chemical sensitivities, problems with heightened sensory systems and disordered processing. Also there seem to be far too many patients with CFS who have autistic children. Why aren’t the epidemiologists looking at this? For clinicians, I think ASD will be very satisfying to treat in light of this new paradigm. In my private practice, I found that autistic kids were responsive to the relatively gentle therapies I offered. I am hopeful that the ASD community will help move things along for all X+ patients. The parents that I knew in practice would have moved heaven and earth had they known what to do. I believe that this is it. Time will tell.

There have always been a few chronically ill people. But in the thirty years since I finished school, there has been an enormous increase in chronic neuroimmune illnesses. The alternative medical community has identified many of the clinical associations, metabolic and hormonal deficits, but I think most of them will turn out to be downstream effects of X. When I was a student I was taught to always look for one cause of a patient’s clinical presentation. I think X is it for so many, though it is possible that it is not the only unrecognized retrovirus out there. ME/CFS, Lyme Disease, ASD, GWS, MCS, atypical MS, various cancers, others. Disease expression is due to many factors, age of infection, genetics, concurrent infections, immunologic stressors. The scope of it is truly breathtaking.

Never forget, medicine is an art. Good science and good medicine are not at all the same thing. Inspired medicine does sometimes require a leap of faith.

Update on antiretroviral treatment for XMRV infection

 
I think we are both getting better. There has been an incremental improvement. Still a long way to go, but things are definitely looking up.

My daughter started tenofovir 300mg once daily as a third drug four weeks ago. She improved noticeably after two weeks and has stayed better for another two weeks, with a three day dip in the middle, but not a severe one. All of her symptoms are more stable than before starting treatment three months ago. She still has awful moments, but they don’t last long compared to before. There is one confounder. She started Actos for hypoglycemia shortly before starting antiretrovirals and it was immediately helpful. However, her dysautonomia is improved and I can’t attribute that to Actos. The other change for her was stopping long term antibiotics.

I restarted tenofovir at half dose 2 weeks ago and went up to full dose 5 days ago. I again had a small flare of neurological symptoms that is almost resolved now. Other symptoms are much improved, e.g. cardiac and GI symptoms. I am still having episodes of instability, but they are less frequent, less severe and not as long lasting as previously. I’m hard to evaluate however, because I was already on an uphill course for the six months prior to starting antiretrovirals, since discontinuing Lyme treatment last summer.

Our current regimen is:
AZT or zidovudine 300mg BID
Isentress or raltegravir 400mg BID
Viread or tenofovir 300mg once daily

I can’t tell yet whether C4a and TGF beta-1 will be good markers of recovery or not. So far it appears that we both had an inflammatory flare after beginning treatment that was partially resolved a month ago. New specimens from this week are pending. They take a couple of weeks to come back.

It is certainly much too soon for celebration. Things don’t look that different from the outside. She’s not ready for school and I’m not ready for work. But less suffering overall at our house. Signs of life. Each day lately I feel more and more optimistic.

I drafted the above last night. After a very active day yesterday, my daughter woke up feeling very poorly today and is having a harder day than any in the last couple of weeks, with symptoms of inflammation and dysautonomia. However, she bounced quickly with supportive care. So I think it is a good time to post. To communicate the hope and the uncertainty…

Update on antiretroviral treatment

So here we are… a little more than two months into our “clinical trial”, N=2, of antiretroviral treatment for X+ cultures from VIP Dx. Anything that I mention about any more people than us came to me from email or hearsay, good sources though they may be. 
I started AZT alone and added raltegravir a week later. I experienced a significant reduction in malaise after a few weeks. At about six weeks, I had a surge of energy and reduction of many odious symptoms that I consider to be vasospastic in nature, as well as a reduction in air hunger which has been ever present for a long time. I tried to add tenofovir at eight weeks, probably because I felt that I had plateaued. Also that someone had to try it, and I don’t feel particularly afraid of the drugs after where I’ve been. I took tenofovir for five days. From the third day on I experienced escalating neurological symptoms, so discontinued it. At the same time I received a couple of reports of people who had started raltegravir alone and became suddenly worse.
My daughter started treatment a week after I did. She waited to see whether I was going to keel over right away:). I am not comfortable reporting about her except in the most general way. It is too much of an invasion of privacy. However, she also experienced a surge of energy at about six weeks into treatment, then an upsurge of symptoms I consider to be inflammatory and returned to about baseline. Since her inflammatory symptoms were continuing, she decided to stop raltegravir at the same time I did.
We both stopped raltegravir for five days and both experienced an almost immediate worsening of symptoms, in my case all associated with vasospasm, in her case receptor insensitivity (hypoglycemic episodes), both worse than baseline. So a rebound…
We both went back on raltegravir and those symptoms improved again very quickly, about a day. My daughter had four episodes in five days off raltegravir and has had one little one in almost two weeks back on. She started tenofovir five days ago and has so far had no problem with it. Her inflammatory symptoms persist, as do my neurological ones, but it’s not even close to where we’ve been before. I continue to experience much less malaise than before starting. My energy is more potential than kinetic at the moment:), but sitting here writing this, I don’t feel that sick.
My feeling is that if I were starting now, I would probably start with AZT and tenofovir, wait a while and then try to add raltegravir. Raltegravir may turn out to be not the right drug. But for the moment, it’s what we have. And nothing has ever dragged my illness around like raltegravir. I find that completely encouraging for the long haul. I would also like to make clear that the adverse experiences that we have had are not consistent with the very well known direct toxic effects of the drugs. I have heard a few reports of people who have tried AZT/raltegravir in combination and the response is mixed, but it doesn’t seem that anyone has lost much for trying it so far. And it’s not no response, which would actually be the worst response.
My best guess is that AZT alone is not a good enough inhibitor of reverse transcriptase in crucial tissue reservoirs. When raltegravir is added there is potential for it to be too potent. There may be a build-up of unintegrated viral DNA. When the drug was stopped it allowed viral integration and invasion of new cells. X uses XPR1 receptors, present on every cell in the body, to invade new cells. XPR1 binding damage may be involved with disease expression. My daughter’s most trackable symptom is hypoglycemia related to insulin insensitivity. Mine are vasospastic events in various organ systems. My guess is that they are ANS mediated. It may be due to affected enervation of distal blood vessels on the arterial side. Or it may be that there is a viral reservoir in smooth muscle or endothelial cells, vasospasm perhaps mediated by the direct effect of released inflammatory cytokines. Either fits with the episodic nature of the events.
I am being contacted by people who are considering testing for X or starting treatment. It is obviously a self-selected group. But there is one commonality. All are well along on their long, sad journeys and are completely willing to be part of the experiment, hoping that others may benefit, especially all the young people who haven’t had a chance at life yet. Maybe it’s fitting that this is how it is happening given the decades of neglect. We’ll figure it out for ourselves. Some of us simply don’t have the time to wait.

Thoughts about Chronic Lyme Disease

I have been asked many back channel questions about Lyme treatment…
I am reporting as a patient. Certainly, I have no medical advice for any individual. I am not in practice. I am not selling anything. I am speaking of my own experience in the hope of sparing a few people what I have been through. My perspective comes from two decades in conventional medicine, a decade in alternative medicine, fifteen years of my own illness, including six years as a Lyme patient much of it spent on antimicrobials for Bb and other TBD’s. My daughter and I were treated by four of the best LLMDs. I had a PICC line for 2 years. I tried it all. I also considered or tried every alternative treatment imaginable. The only things that ever helped me were bioidentical hormone replacement in physiologic doses, diet and neurofeedback. Possibly I can point to some good after effects of a lot of oxygen exposure. That’s it. Tried everything. Took everything.

My western blot is positive for IgG bands 31 and 34 from Igenex. I have had more than one positive FISH for Babesia microti. I have positive serology for Bartonella henselae and quintana. I have had a positive PCR for Mycoplasma fermentans. All four members of my family, including my somewhat ill but working husband and my clinically healthy son, have similar TBD tests. The only real difference I see in testing, my family and others, is that it is possible that people who respond to antibiotics are more likely to be IgM positive for Lyme specific bands on west blot. My daughter had acute Lyme (with an EM rash and systemic symptoms) that was adequately treated and she was healthy for three years after that. She became ill again in early adolescence without another known tick attachment though we lived in a highly endemic area. My husband had cardiac “Lyme” that did not respond to antibiotics; in fact he developed chronic IBS symptoms due to C. diff from too many antibiotics. He got better just by refusing antibiotics and eating well, but it took a very long time. He still has very significant signs and symptoms of illness, but works at a physically demanding job and is a cyclist. My son who has suspicious Bb tests, was seen by the most well-known Lyme pediatrician in the world who chose not to treat him. There were others in the LLMD community who might have treated him. I shudder to think…

During the eight years that we lived in New England we went from seeing only dog ticks to seeing deer ticks, including tiny nymphs, almost daily in season. The nymphs are so small that it is likely they would be missed, especially in the hair. It seems to me that being bitten in such a highly endemic area is probably the rule for anyone who goes outside at all, or who has pets that come inside. We moved from a town and house that we loved in order to escape ticks and I still think that was the right decision. We have lived in the southwest for six years and have seen one dog tick in that time. We have three dogs that do not wear insecticides and that go in and out of the house. I do think it is very important for anyone with a chronic fatiguing illness to practice extreme avoidance of ticks. One thing a little different about me in terms of my personal microbiome from the average CFS/Lyme patient is that I’ve had a tremendous amount of exposure to exotic animals over the years, especially psittacine birds and many types of reptiles, but haven’t ever found any direct connection between that and my illness. And I had lots and lots of blood exposure at work before the days of universal precautions. I now think my earliest sign of illness was at age 25 during internship.

I think the use of antibiotics in this patient population is sometimes necessary but very problematic. There are gut issues already, almost always worsened by the introduction of antibiotics. The way they are being used here is a witch hunt in my opinion. I think that the idea that the progressive neuroimmune disorder seen in the “post Lyme” group is due to cyst forms of Bb is erroneous. Cyst forms exist for many bacterial forms, just as viruses remain unactivated for a lifetime. The patients are sensitive. For many who have been ill for a long time throwing huge doses of antibiotics at it is like shooting at an insect, nasty bug that it may be, with a bazooka. Lots of collateral damage.

It is very difficult for a doctor to tell a patient that there is nothing he or she can do. Patients demand prescriptions. But overprescribing makes things worse. I think you can do what you can to modify the host environment and many will regain a better level of wellness. In my private practice I found that patients often benefited tremendously by helping them to stop many harmful medications. I believe that all drugs are poison. But that doesn’t mean you might not want to take some. It is always a trade off and for many, long term antibiotics have a poor risk benefit ratio. At best it seems that they may postpone the inevitable a bit, but at a great cost.

I DO believe that there is a place for the use of antibiotics in this patient group, though I don’t think that anyone really has a handle on it. My daughter still seems to require some antibiotic coverage, though I believe she is better off if her antibiotics are intermittent. I do better with no antibiotics. It is trial and error for each individual at this point. Unfortunately the error part can be very destructive. In fact, the downside may be as great or greater than the upside. Time will tell for each person. The sad thing is that without clinical trials, all of that experience is wasted for the group as a whole.

It is important to note that the very few doctors who care for both “Lyme” and “ME/CFS” patients are completely unable to distinguish between the conditions clinically. The difference is that the CFS doctors don’t use antibiotics. They are more guilty of the indiscriminate use of antivirals which doesn’t seem from the outside to be as harmful as endless courses and combinations of antibiotics.

My family alone covers the spectrum of disease, but I have a much larger group than that to draw from in forming my opinions. The fact that some people do better with antibiotics doesn’t mean that it is a good idea for everyone who has ever been bitten by a tick.  There are LLMDs who will treat on clinical grounds alone, with no supporting serological evidence. I would just like to point out that errors of commission are just as bad as or worse than errors of omission.

I was an ILADS member for six years. I quit recently because I no longer feel an affiliation with it as an organization. That they continue to put forth their “Guidelines” in light of new information is very disappointing, to be polite. I do not think that their ideas are standing up well to the test of time. They seem unable to incorporate new discovery into their thinking and are just continuing to defend their entrenched ideas and past actions. Very sad for patients. It is one thing to be harmed in ignorance, another for physicians to persist in doing what they’ve been doing, even though it doesn’t work, when new information is available. It will all come out in the wash, but many more people will be harmed in the meantime.

I believe that this idea that, even without a clear salutary response, if you only persist long enough with antibiotics you will eventually get well, is a complete myth. The passage of time is not supporting that hypothesis. And believe me, I bought into it, hook, line and big giant sinker, because my daughter responded to antibiotics, until she didn’t. I never did, but that didn’t keep LLMDs from prescribing more and more antibiotics for five years. I have now been off antibiotics for almost a year and I am much better than at any time I was on them. Of course I am penniless from treatment and lost productivity.

Taking a broad spectrum antibiotic knocks down flora in a broad spectrum way. The “herx” is an inflammatory reaction from the release of antigen, but it has little or nothing to do with Bb in my opinion. A Jarisch-Herxheimer reaction is a specific response to treating syphilis and it includes a rash. The “herx” that Lyme patients get is not that, but an indication that the body is not dealing with the die-off. If you knew you had active Bb, you might want to go through it for a little while, but months, years? There must be a proper way to use antibiotics in this patient group, but nobody has a clue at this point. Antibiotics are used all the time with HIV patients to good effect.

I did it. I know many others who have done it. It doesn’t work for most. Find me 10 patients who were sick for years, went on antibiotics, didn’t respond in a few months, kept going anyway and are now “well” years later. In general “chronic Lyme” patients do not get “well”. I presume there is a subset of patients that take antibiotics, get better and go away. But I suspect that anyone who is still searching for the right protocol is unlikely to get well with more antibiotics, in any dose or combination. I presume the people who get well have Bb and that’s it.  I know of a few people who have done well on long term (many years) orals and they all had a definite response to treatment. Also they were never were treated with IV’s. They deteriorate quickly if they take a break and have to go back on.

I do not believe that treatment failure is because of co-infections. Bartonella and Babesia are there, but they are cleared or remain dormant in a healthy person. They are opportunists in this patient population. That doesn’t mean that they might not need to be treated sometime. Bartonella henselae is found in endocarditis, but it responds to treatment. The idea that these patients are being treated for suspected Bartonella with nothing more than minimally elevated IgG titers is nuts in my opinion. I know people who have permanent damage form quinolones and aminoglycosides because of the Bartonella witch hunt. Something like 40% of healthy people have positive Bartonella serology. When I lived in the Berkshires I had a darkfield microscope. I didn’t use it diagnostically in my practice. It was a hobby. But I can tell you that Babesia genus is not hard to see. There is even a pathognomonic finding, the Maltese cross, that is very easy to see. I saw live Babesia in the blood of perfectly healthy people in the southern Berkshires (center of Bb epidemic in the US). I am certainly not a microbiologist, but I am old enough to know how to use a microscope.

My own paradigm has shifted. I think that XMRV will turn out to be the underlying cause of all of the neuroimmune illnesses that have become so prevalent over the last 25+ years. My own approach at the moment is to treat my X+ culture with antiretrovirals. But even if I am incorrect, or correct but the drugs don’t work, I think what I am saying about the indiscriminate use of antibiotics is still true. I would use the treatment of other bacterial infections as a guide. If you are on the right tract, expect a response. Even in the treatment of certain infectious diseases that require longer treatment, like TB, leprosy and acne:), the sensible physician expects to see a clear cause and effect for his treatment.

All of the Lyme patients that I know about who have been tested for XMRV are positive. The only negatives I know are less sick CFS patients, though one did well on antibiotics in the past, but is not taking any now or for some years. I think that most of the chronic Lyme population, chronic meaning didn’t respond to a reasonable course of antibiotics, will turn out to be XMRV positive.

If the causative agent is a retrovirus, the approach to treatment is completely different than that required to treat a bacterial infection. In my opinion, the many metabolic deficits and neuroimmune dysfunction seen in this patient group are  much better explained by a viral rather than bacterial etiology. There is a resistance to being labeled with CFS, for good reason, because it is a syndrome without a cure, rather than a disease like Lyme that may be treatable. But treating for the wrong thing will never bring about the desired results.

For me, knowing that the fundamental cause of my illness is a retrovirus changes alternative strategies also. I am at the beginning of the XMRV journey, so my ideas are not yet formulated. However, my private practice was involved with the after effects of brain injury, including Lyme and CFS. The patients I treated with chronic fatiguing illnesses had generally already failed years of antibiotics before they came to me or were intolerant of antibiotics, so I acknowledge a preselected patient population, but I was able to help patients to make progress nevertheless. In particular hormone replacement in physiologic doses can be very useful for both men and women. Also neurofeedback, possibly oxygen therapy and certain herbs may be useful for some people. I also think that there may be a place for cognitive enhancers and “anti-aging” drugs. Carefully discontinuing psychiatric medications in particular, with the support of other therapies, is often very helpful. I think that SSRIs are very problematic in this patient population. They do not address the cause of the depression that is so prevalent, which I believe to be inflammatory in nature. Neurofeedback is very stabilizing and therefore useful for the many neuropsychiatric instabilities seen. There may also be a place for heart rate variability training, a type of biofeedback, for some of the manifestations of dysautonomia. The fundamental premise of complementary and alternative medicine is to support the host environment or tip the balance in favor of wellness. In patients who are very ill and marginally stable, interventions often must be finessed. In my clinic, I saw my patients quite frequently for an hour at a time over a long period of time. That’s what it takes. But even in the most dire of circumstances it is possible to make gains, sometimes even miraculous ones, with very gentle therapies.

The neglect and abuse that the patients have endured and are enduring every day is a complete travesty. But it is not because an efficacious treatment is being withheld. It is interesting that in the CFS community my thoughts have been seen as hopeful, but in the Lyme community no, because of a myth. CFS patients are almost better off because they are not being told that they can be saved by something harmful that is being withheld from them. I am trying to give people new to this problem pause before they dive right in. Taking that first doxycycline was the worst thing I ever did to my body. Antibiotics are not harmless. Lyme treatment took me down completely.
  
If you feel that something that could make you better is being denied to you, it becomes less important to prove efficacy than to try it. But lots of people have and I believe that there is a great deal of harm being done to patients, some of whom don’t even have active borreliosis, just serology that indicates that the organism is there. Lots of organisms persist in the body without causing active disease at any particular moment. I am not saying that I have the answer to the antibiotic question. It should be possible to consider the question while under the care of a competent infectious disease doctor. But because of the politics of the situation, patients are denied that option. It is a horrible situation, but unfortunately, endless antibiotics will not fix it. When people are very invested in a treatment, it is almost impossible for them to sort out what is going on. That goes for doctors and patients. I wish I could say, find a smart ID doctor to work with. But we all know that there are almost no competent doctors interested in treating this disease. So as a patient group we are on our own. My best advice is to find a compassionate GP to work with. And always remember that sometimes it is better to do nothing until a clear course of action presents itself. Primum non nocere.

False hope never helped anyone. Personally, I am hopeful that we will soon have an approach to this illness that is based on more than hoping.

Speculation about drug reaction

I ended up stopping tenofovir after five days. The symptoms that I experienced when I added the tenofovir were more consistent with a flare of my disease than anything to do with the known toxicity profile of the drug. In addition I had repeated my TGF beta-1 (the only potential marker I’ve ever found of my disease) and C4a which was high normal at baseline. TGF beta-1 was still astronomically high and C4a shot way up, on AZT/raltegravir, even though I didn’t feel worse when the labs were drawn. Shortly after that draw, I started to feel and function much better, then plateaued until I started the tenofovir. Repeat TGF beta-1 and C4a from just prior to starting tenofovir are pending. By the way, I am having safety labs every two weeks (blood count and metabolic panel).


I am following eight X+ patients from a distance (and one long term CFS patient who has chosen to start treatment with a negative culture). It is a mixed bag so far, but the two people I know of that started raltegravir alone didn’t do well in very short order (days). AZT alone seems to bring about a very modest improvement with little problems over a month or so, which is when the three patients I was following who were on it alone added raltegravir. Very small numbers and completely uncontrolled, but it’s all there is for now.
 

I took tenofovir for five days, by which time I was quite a bit worse than before I started it. At that point, I decided to stop raltegravir as well. It turns out that tenofovir can raise the level of raltegravir though it doesn’t seem to be clinically significant in AIDS patients (Raltegravir drug interactions). It is possible that raltegravir is such a potent inhibitor of XMRV integrase that there is a build-up of unintegrated DNA in the cell cytoplasm. DNA in the cytoplasm could activate production of interferons and thus, a resultant inflammatory response.  That is how it felt to me. Treatment with interferon alpha (example is treatment of Hepatitis C) can be associated with a plethora of side effects, many of which are CFS-like symptoms. 

Below are links to a few papers on measurement and modeling of the decay characteristics of HIV with treatment. It is worth noting that there is a first-phase rapid decay and a much slower second-phase decay. Though the exact mechanism for the later is still unknown, it is likely related to the infection of long-lived cells. Second-phase decay in AIDS patients treated with HAART takes years.


Personally, I feel best about AZT right now of the three drugs available. It prevents replication at the most basic point in the virus’ life cycle. It is the broadest spectrum if you will. It has been around the longest. There is vast experience with it over many years of treatment. It may be that raltegravir requires reduction of viral load before adding. Or it may be that we are like the genetically susceptible infected mice for whom it isn’t the right drug (Raltegravir autoimmunity). We desperately need viral load measures and organized clinical trials. But until then, I’ll keep reporting… 



I have heard from people considering AZT alone, sometimes at below HIV doses. I would still prefer more than one drug. We can’t know anything about how readily this virus will become resistant to drugs. We don’t know anything about XMRV’s RT error rate. We don’t know anything about viral load in target tissues.


I stayed off both drugs, on AZT alone, for 5 days. I continued to get sicker until I was well below baseline. Last night it seemed clear to me that I had been better off on the AZT/raltegravir protocol, so I decided to go back on raltegravir. Amazingly, I feel much better today. The horribleness seems to be fading into the background again. I am reporting now because I don’t know how it is going to turn out. But it is an almost A-B-A experiment. However the experiment turns out, what has happened already greatly surprises me.



It would have been a fairy tale if the drugs had just worked. So much for logic! I actually didn’t expect it to be that easy. The good news is that if the drugs can move the illness, it is supportive of the hypothesis that XMRV is causative in the pathogenesis of the disease. It seems to me, that if altering the viral load, or altering the build-up of viral particles in the cytoplasm can shift the clinical picture in either direction in days or weeks, viral replication must not be so slow. It is a pretty stunning observation if you think about it. Must be a really good (successful) pathogen to be replicating so freely in relative equilibrium with the host over so many years. Doesn’t kill for a very long time. Clinical observation is that trying to alter things often doesn’t work out so well with CFS patients. Hence the observation that the patients are “sensitive”. Actually I think we are very tough.
 
 

Personal report

I have been reluctant to report anything publicly with respect to the effects of antiretrovirals. It is my belief that without the benefit of clinical trials to guide us, each person who chooses to go down this road at this time should decide on their own with the scientific information currently available. I didn’t want to influence that decision with a single positive report. But I’ve changed my mind about reporting, as, incredibly, my response to treatment is a significant fraction of the clinical information currently at hand for those trying to decide how to proceed.
I am Harvard/Einstein educated. My medical school training took place mostly in county hospitals in the Bronx. My father was a brilliant surgeon and I wanted to follow in his footsteps, but wanted a life too. Things weren’t too great for women in surgical training back then. So I became an emergency physician, before there was such a thing, and a surgical first assistant in a community hospital where I was the director of the ER.
From ’86-’96 I worked at Santa Clara Valley Medical Center in San Jose, CA. It is the Stanford affiliated county hospital, regional burn, spinal cord injury and neonatal intensive care units. During that time I became the assistant director of the ED and director of Urgent Care. Before becoming a mother, I flew a few shifts a month for Stanford LifeFlight. I was the queen of stress.
I never saw a doctor until I was 41, including two home births. I had my first neurological symptom (sensory) when my second baby was four months old and nursing. It came and went for four days. I thought I had MS, then it went away entirely and I forgot about it. In the year that followed, I experienced several recurring seemingly unrelated problems. In hindsight, they were all different manifestations of vascular instability and dysautonomia. About a year after my first overt symptom, I experienced a series of personal tragedies in quick succession. Shortly, thereafter, I developed symptoms that precluded working.
When I stabilized from the crash, I didn’t seek treatment. As a doctor, I intuitively knew that there was no help. I recovered enough with no treatment to have a private practice. In my practice, I treated the after effects of brain injury alternatively, predominantly with HBOT and neurofeedback, including patients with ASD, Lyme Disease and ME/CFS (not always identified as such). In ’03, my entire family was diagnosed with Lyme Disease. My daughter had had acute Lyme in ’00 that was successfully treated, but in ’03 became ill without another known tick bite. She was antibiotic responsive, leading us to six years of treatment by LLMD’s with disastrous results. I have been critically ill twice since then. Last summer, I fired my doctors and went off all treatment. I have been on an up-hill trajectory since then.
Even though I treated patients, I never identified with ME/CFS though I now meet all sets of diagnostic criteria. Until I was treated for Lyme, I didn’t consider myself fatigued. I was still very athletic. My “fatigue” consisted of an inability to tolerate sustained mental activity. I had symptoms of vascular instability related to working, and in my last two years of practice, I had to shorten my work day. Depression and brain fog are not part of my symptom complex (except medication induced). I have had a sleep disturbance since working 36 hours on/12 off for months at a time as an intern and I worked 24 hour shifts in the ER for years followed by many years of night shifts. I have had malaise most of the time since my first crash in ’96. I’m not interested in sharing my long list of symptoms. All CFS/Lyme patients have such a list. Vascular instability and a relapsing, remitting very slow degenerative neurological process define my illness, with almost autoimmunity.

When I first saw the Science paper a few days after it was published, it was an ah-ha experience for me. I knew very little about viruses and almost nothing about retroviruses. But what little I did know enabled a fusion of everything I’d learned as a doctor and a patient. So much so, that as I sent my daughter’s and my blood for culture, I thought, if it isn’t this one, there’s another one out there. Here was the fundamental cause of all the subtle and not so subtle things that had gone wrong with my entire family, including the opportunistic infections, the genetic piece, an explanation for vertical transmission and even the activation by stress that matched my direct experience (the virus has a glucocorticoid receptor element in it’s promotor region). I also saw X in my family of origin, members of whom have had aggressive prostate cancer, autistic spectrum disorder and Lyme Disease. So I had a lot of clues.

For me, understanding is everything. I finally know what I am fighting. I expected that it would be years before there was meaningful treatment. But when the Sakuma paper was published, even though only one drug was inhibitory, I became more hopeful for the near future. I have been sailing around in the fog without a navigator for so long, that the Singh paper seems like a having GPS to me.
I had a mild neurotoxic reaction to starting AZT, that has subsided incompletely (still have peripheral paresthesias increased from baseline). Cheap stuff. Easy to tolerate. About a week after starting Isentress, so during the third week of treatment, I experienced a noticeable reduction in malaise, always a prominent symptom for me. During the beginning of the sixth week, I experienced an increase in energy and ability to be semi-functional for several hours a day. Previously, I was essentially couchbound and going to town was a monumental effort. I can now run to town for a few errands and it’s not a big deal. Other symptoms are better as well. Neurologically, I think I am a little worse, but it is manageable.
I posted that I had started tenofovir a few days ago. The last day and a half have been very bad for me. Definitely toxic. I am reporting now because I believe that this is how it’s going to be. This is NOT going to be a bed of roses. I have been sick a very long time. I am a canary in the coal mine. We have no way of knowing what immune reconstitution might look like. There isn’t much science to follow, except for what has been learned from managing AIDS, a very different bug. It’s going to be a long time before the scientific community helps us. Even our own doctors seem to be slow on the uptake. I don’t know of a single clinical trial that is in the works. Testing even seems to be controversial in some circles.

I am an ER doctor by nature still. Triage. Impact the process where you can. Take care of the people circling the drain first. I am very far down the road so I am in that category. 

I am trying to decide whether to continue the third drug or not. I would not stop the other two right now for anything. Just having the malaise controlled is worth it for me. I am not particularly frightened that anything is going to happen that won’t reverse with stopping one or more drugs. Calculated risk. I know what happens if I don’t treat it.

The lessons of HIV and HAART

All antiretroviral drugs work by stopping replication of new virus that can spread and infect uninfected cells. Currently, we have entry inhibitors (block HIV from binding or entering the CD4 cell), reverse transcriptase inhibitors (two classes of drugs: nucleoside and non-nucleoside), integrase inhibitors (block integration of viral DNA into the DNA of the cell) and protease inhibitors. HIV enters a CD4 cell, uses reverse transcriptase to convert single stranded viral RNA into double stranded DNA, uses integrase to integrate viral DNA into the cell genome, thus that cell now has integrated proviral DNA. When cell replication is turned on and viral polypeptides are manufactured from the integrated viral DNA, the viral protease cleaves the large peptide into smaller pieces of protein which are then assembled into a new virus that will then bud off the cell. Thus, new virus is produced and will seek out another cell to infect. Blockade at any of these enzymatic steps stops the process and that cell likely undergoes apoptosis.

We know from treating AIDS for 20 years, that inhibiting virus at several steps in its life cycle, using multiple drugs, is the way to go. HIV replicates quickly and has a high copy error rate resulting in mutations most of which do not convey an advantage. But when a mutation is superior, for example conveying drug resistance, the other drugs in the protocol, by keeping the copy rate low, prevent replication of that mutation. Experience has taught that combination therapy is definitely the way to go for HIV.

At this point, we have three studies (see links to Sakuma, Paprotka , Singh papers in Essential Reading). All three show that AZT inhibits XMRV in vitro. Two studies also show that raltegravir and tenofovir are inhibitory. In addition, the Singh study showed that all three 2 drug combinations of the three effective drugs are synergistic in vitro. HIV drug combinations can produce positive or negative synergies, so knowledge of likely combination synergies is very important. Unfortunately, the three available drugs that should work have not been tested together in vitro to see if further synergy occurs. Current starting HAART protocol is usually a triple cocktail, most commonly 2 NRTIs + a PI/NNRTI. We only have 3 drugs available, so we don’t have to think about the subtleties of which combinations are effective for HIV.

There is evidence that the virus is stable compared to HIV. It is possible that drug resistance will not be as much of a problem as it is with HIV. Because of the high prevalence of drug sensitivity in this patient population, I have heard of people thinking of taking doses of drugs that are not therapeutic for HIV. The Singh study showed that the drug concentrations to inhibit XMRV in vitro are somewhat higher than for HIV. Therefore, my personal decision is not to experiment with the doses. Also, the relatively slow progression of the disease should not lull us into complacency in my opinion. It’s a bad bug and should not be underestimated. We don’t know if the viral load may not be high in some tissues.

We don’t have a measure of viral load available to us, but nobody is thinking of treating anyone for XMRV who isn’t very sick. Current guidelines for HIV are to treat all symptomatic individuals. Asymptomatic individuals with a high viral load are left to physician discretion. The early credo of hit it early, hit it hard has given way to a more moderate approach to HIV infection, waiting for a certain viral load to be reached before treating, though I don’t know how much of this trend is financial.

I would like to add as a caution, that rapid suppression of HIV can produce an inflammatory immune reconstitution syndrome (IRIS). We have no way of knowing what will happen with treatment of XMRV. There has been some reasonable criticism of my letter on the CFS boards. I would like to state publicly that I am not advocating that anyone who is XMRV positive try HAART. That is a decision for an individual to reach with a prescribing doctor. I am only reporting my decision and the science and medicine that are informing my decisions.

There is also a rumor circulating that raltegravir will cause autoimmune problems to increase. The only evidence for this is that it causes autoimmunity in genetically susceptible MLV infected mice (see Beck-Engeser paper). If there were other drug choices that might have given me pause, but under the circumstances, raltegravir is the most potent inhibitor of XMRV that we have.

I started tenofovir this morning.